I love watching things grow during the summer. I especially look forward to the growth and production of my organic vegetable garden every year. Usually, my garden grows out of control, and we are swimming in its harvest and giving plenty of the bounty away because we can't consume, can, or dehydrate it fast enough. This year in particular has been a very slow year of growth with my garden thanks to a pesty groundhog who gave up digging under the fence and instead goes through the fence and climbs up the raised beds to devour my garden. I have trapped him once, but Tim inadvertently let him go when the trap door of the trap opened unexpectedly as he lifted up the trap. Of course, the varmint isn't dumb enough to get trapped twice despite our tempting efforts. It has been the most frustrating summer of growth that way.
However, there has been good growth in so many other ways this Summer. Our boys are the most visible growth. They have shot up so quickly the past few months growing a few inches each with Josh soaring past me in height. It's been difficult to keep them in clothing! We have grown as a family as Josh makes progress in his residential treatment, and the family relationship has been given time to heal and improve. We have been able to go away for 2 week-long vacations spending really special, quality time with David giving him our long-overdue attention and making special memories together without the drama of a brother with Autism. Tim and I have been able to grow in our marriage relationship having extra time to spend together just the two of us. Lastly, I have experienced growth of a different kind.
This summer has been a time of spiritual growth for me. My trust in God has been strengthened as I continue to learn anew (almost daily) that I am not in control of anything--especially my children, but that God is, and that's ok. As a result, I've grown in my ability to let go and let God. My love for and marvel of God has grown as I've had a chance to dig deeper into God's Word through a summer women's book/Bible study I was able to participate in bringing a whole new perspective to life and God's sovereignty and gifts. My hunger to learn God's Word has grown as I've been challenged to memorize passages of Scripture and say them to others in the book study who keep me accountable and memorize verses also. I've also grown in my experience of and participation in the edification of the Church body as I weekly spent time with some lovely, Godly women at this study. I didn't realize how hungry and thirsty I was for Christian, female friendship, and being able to satifsy those longings has renewed my spirit.
As the Summer comes to an end, I am so grateful to God for the growth He has given to our family, and especially for the way he has grown His love and care in my heart and life. I am strengthened and encouraged as I look to the start of another school year with many new and uncertain challenges ahead of our family, because I know the time of growth this summer will help carry me through all that God brings across our path.
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| Growth this Summer in the sunflower field of Please Wash Me Car Wash in Elverson, PA |
